My novel

i have the entire thing in my head, the ending is genuinely amazing, trust me on this. on paper its 1212 words and it has been 1212 words for four years now. every january i announce this is the year. i open the doc, i read the first paragraph, i close the doc, i feel productive. we both know it isnt almost done. but the idea is still alive in there somewhere, stubbornly refusing to leave me alone.